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02 marzo 2011

Must be a day of self reflection. It came to me that I was so tempted to eat today, because I wanted to fit in and be a part of the group. I never really felt like I belonged or fit in growing up. I used food to cover up the feelings of being ignored or left out. Childhood trauma and events led me also to be scared to be attractive. I grew up around people who felt fat was unattractive. I so longed to fit in, but didn't. I was always included in food activities, however. If everyone else is eating, I want to be too! (Wow, that inner child speaking again!)

I also don't like looks of pity. If I am eating healthy and say no, there is always someone or someones that give looks of pity my way. "Poor Mary, can't participate with us." I think that this will change now being in my new department. I am accepted and encouraged in watching how I eat. I can say no and it will be okay.

02 marzo 2011

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