Diario de MissBehavior, 01 ene. 08

yikes.

OK, so *tomorrow* (Jan 2) I start LIVING HEALTHY. It's been a rough past few days. Seriously, my cravings are out of control. Chocolate pretzels for breakfast! Two bowls of granola and milk as a "snack"! And tonight, after subsisting on tea all day, I made chicken Parmesan...from scratch, with whole wheat linguine and freshly roasted tomatoes and basil and pine nuts (reputedly an appetite killer, but what does it matter in a situation like this!) galore!.....sounds decent right? Well the plate probably could have served three.

So now i'm stuffed and angry.

Still, I'm not too concerned, because history proves that I can lose (and gain) pretty fast. It's just a matter of willpower. It's painful. Emotionally zapping. I dread the restrictions. I hate deprivation. The first feat is getting over that three-day hump and starting to get in the zone. I've done South Beach before and it was insanely successful--but the first two weeks were really rough.

I think I'll start with the Master Cleanse to start fresh for the new year... anyone else doing it this week?