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Hey everyone!
I keep having dreams that I'm cheating. Like I'll eat a burger and say "oh darn I forgot to take off the bread!" or I'll eat a cookie and say "Oh that wasn't vegetables?" I feel really bad in my dream about cheating in my diet, then I wake up and breathe a sigh of relief that I didn't cheat. Haha, I think it's kind of funny, but while I am in the dream it is scary to me.
I am up SUPER early today! Gotta go into work, get stuff done, and hopefully it will all be done by 3:00PM today! Then my boss will be happy, I'll be happy, and there won't be anything on my to-do list! Maybe I can take Wednesday off. Actually, I'm not doing anything during the day anyways on Wednesday, so maybe I will go into work anyways to get some hours in.
I am sitting in my "skinny" jeans right now. I bought a pair of 18s on Black Friday, thinking "well, the ones I'm wearing right now are 18s..." but I couldn't even pull them up past mid-thigh. Now I can pull them on and button them, with only the slightest showing of muffin top. However, I have really big thighs so I don't think they're up as far as they should go. If I can get them up over my thighs, there won't even be any muffin top because my waist is slimmer as it gets higher (these are low rise).
So that's a happy thing! I really want to lose a lot of weight today because tomorrow dinner is all manners of delicious and none of it Atkins. I could bring my own, but it's just my mom and me (my sister flaked), so I wouldn't want to snub her by bringing my own. I will take one for the team, and eat healthy on Christmas as well as the rest of the weekend. Sunday might be an exception for breakfast, but I wouldn't outright eat a pancake or something. My aunt might be making quiche, and I only see her once or twice a year... but her cooking is PHENOMENAL! So I would have to sample it.
Wow, that was a lot, lol. I feel my writing getting more and more prolific as this diet goes on. I like to write, just haven't really had the motivation to keep a daily journal in the past few months. I think if I have a topic to journal about (my weightloss, things going on in life), then I'm more likely to do so.
Alright, time for me to dry my hair and get to work :) My dad is taking my car in to get the tires rotated today (yay Christmas present!) so I get to take his car. He has heated seats! I'm definitely looking forward to that.
Hugs,
Jen
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98,4 kg
Disminuído hasta ahora: 3,6 kg.
Aún para ir: 21,3 kg.
Dieta seguida: 100%.
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Perdiendo 3,2 kg a la Semana
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