Diario de Nikitawells, 09 feb. 13

Today my husband told me that he booked us a cruise for our anniversary on May 12-17. Sadly, this is my first cruise so I am super excited. As you can clearly see I have been gaining like crazy. I hate to do extreme things but this calls for it. I am not gonna feel ugly or fat on my first cruise. So starting on Thursday Valentines day I am going super hard on the diet. Me and my husband celebrating valentines day on Tuesday anyways, my husband works on Thursdays. Fat secret will be seeing a lot more of me all the way until May 11. Super excited!!!!!!!!!!!! I really don't want to diet but this chose I'm making is for me to have the best time I can with the love of my life. I don't want to ruin it with talk about how fat I look or make the focus anything negativity. He deserves much more out of me than a pity party. I should rename my diet, 1 last diet, then no more.

96,2 kg Disminuído hasta ahora: 6,4 kg.    Aún para ir: 39,5 kg.    Dieta seguida: Poco.