I have struggled with my weight since I was 8 years old and weighed 115 pounds. I have always been obese. When I was pregnant it was the best because I actually lost weight with both of my kids. I am lazy, depressed and fat. I quit caring about what people thought of me even my husband and kids. But today I am going to try just once more to lose the weight... I have two teenage boys and a wonderful husband who loves me whether I am a size 3 or size 3X (my current size). The thing is I don't love me. I want the healthy me who isn't winded walking to her car to come out. I want to watch my children graduate high school and college. If I don't lose this weight I don't know if I will be able to do that. This ticker of mine just might want to give out!