Code:[color=violet]umm everything is going ok i guess.. i dont know why but for the past couple days i havent been eating that much.. well actually let me take that back i have been eating breakfast and either lunch or dinner and in between that i've been eating cheese and sausage.. or i would have some jello... other then that i downloaded some relaxing music on bear share cause i feel like i have a lot of built up frustration and there are alot of things i need to figure out in my life right now.. There are a couple things that are on my goal list:
1.Do everything i can as a mother
2.Take of myself
3.Love Myself
4.Go to school
5.Figure out what it is i want to do with my life
i mean i just feel like there are so many things that i need to figure and now i'm going to look for a job and also go to a couple community college and i want to go back to school.. I just feel like i'm stuck in one spot.. I'm not makin progress, i think that i've gone back a couple steps.. i want to get a job and some good insurance so i can talk to a shrink also.. cause sometimes i just feel like lil things get to me.. But honestly i just want to be happy with me.. i want to live my life to the fullest.. i want to be able to give my son everything and anything that he wants.. I just want to love my body.. I just want 2 know that i did everything in my power to be happy and to be me.. and not care what anybody thinks of me.. [/color