Diario de Jennifer2010, 10 may. 12

If you are all wondering why I have been scarce. I've actually left my boyfriend. There are many reasons behind it but the few main are 1. It seems like he is resenting me for feeling so good after my surgery. 2. He hurt me in a personal way after surgery (he was not gentle at all and I ended up bleeding for 24 hours...) 3. He was starting to make comments like well I was thinking of getting family portraits his summer...but I'm can you make other plans because it is just going to be me and the kids.... He said he was joking but I was not even out of recovery yet! He told me he purposely said that to see how I would respond. So I am basically living out of my. At and on friends couches while he still has the house because he has the kid. So yeah my mind is totally fucked. This will be the 3rd time of starting over for a serious relationship for me...I don't know what I am doing wrong. I have no idea where I am going to live.