Diario de shenty, 02 jul. 07

I've had 2 miserable weeks. Everyone in this household has been sick. My daughters were especially sick. I had to see the pediatrician 4 times in 10 days. Now my husband is sick. It has been a complete rollercoaster ride. I completely fell off the plan. I've totally lost focus and I think I've gained a couple of pounds. I have to go weigh myself. I feel just horrible with myself and just everything in general. My baby's baptism and birthday is this Saturday. So I've been going nuts with the planning for that. I'm just feeling really overwhelmed and can't seem to get myself motivated and back on track. It was so great for me in the beginning. I don't know how I can be so gun-ho one minute and totally disinterested the next. I must be bipolar! I'm just venting. Rough 2 weeks. How do I get myself motivated again?