Diario de XPrettyXFaceX, 10 ene. 12

It's so hard for me to hold on to the angry determination when the hurt seems to overtake everything at moments. These moments of weakness are killing me. I KNOW KNOW KNOW that this is the right thing to do. It's just hard to see how easy it is for him to walk away from 5.5 years. There are moments when we talk like old friends. Then the memories force their way to the surface, and I'm left breathless. The kisses, the caresses, the dances, the laughter... it's almost too much to bear at moments. I told him Sunday that I just wish I could erase him from my heart and my mind. It would be so much easier if there were a delete button in real life.

I ate yesterday. I had a 6 inch turkey subway and chicken noodle soup. Then I had a bologna sandwich around 8:30 when I felt hungry. That was honestly the first time I've felt hungry in about 3 days. That's a good sign, right?

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4030 kcal

Ejercicio: Tareas del Hogar - 30 minutos, Conduciendo - 2 horas, Circuito de Entrenamiento - 30 minutos, Descansando - 13 horas, Durmiendo - 8 horas. más...