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(Tapping imaginary microphone)
Testing? Testing? Anybody out there?
Well, if not, then these mental meanderings will be for my use and enjoyment only, and as I hope this journal will be helpful, that would be okay too.
So I'm overweight. Shocker, huh? Dear Fatsecret, I think my secret is out. Then again, I don't think it's much of a secret. I avoid photographs of myself (and I am NOT the shy type), hide in my clothes (I've always done that, I'm not exactly a bikini type, even when I've had a bikini body), and well... you can SEE I am not as slim as I have been in the past.
2011 was in some ways kind to me, in others it was absolutely brutal. I am now wearing that brutality on me. I desire what I think many of you do as well- to have the weight loss struggle, the ups and downs, behind me forever. I have lost before, but it came back. Right now I'm kicking this all off with Fatsmash as I lost a significant amount of weight with it before (2007) and kept it off pretty steadily (and really, REALLY let loose of my eating to gain all of it back) (and even so it took 4 years to come back).
So for all of you who want to peer in on my day to day ramblings, welcome. I hope I can offer you support in your times of difficulties and perhaps you will be kind and lend a friendly ear when I am less than stellar. Peace.
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