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It is very depressing looking at my weight history. I CANNOT believe that in Oct 2008 I was 156lbs! Now I am at 172 {down from my high of 184 at Halloween!} That mean I gained almost 30lbs in 2009! HOW can that be? HOW could I have gained nearly 30lbs in a year?
I know that when I was 156 I was not happy with my weight and neither was my husband. I really feel like a loser - I need to lose 30lbs in order to get to where I was a year ago when I needed to lose 20lbs in order to get to my wedding weight. But of course, I wanted to lose more than that = to get to 117 at 156lbs I needed to lose 40! D P-R-E-S-S-I-N-G!
So now I have to lose 30lbs just to get to where I was a year ago. I'm an idiot!
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