Well. Found out I'm not pregnant. I got a lil visit from mother nature last night. Even though I know that right now is not the best time for us to start our family, and that I'm most likely not ready for a responsibility as big as a baby, I'm still sad. It's also a good thing, so I can go out on my 21st bday, experience life a little, go dancing with the hubby and sing at karaoke bars. Maybe in a year or two, I will be 100% ready to start our family. For now, going to focus on getting healthy, and preparing for my bday. Still going to be sad for a couple days I'm sure LOL. I guess now I have to start doing my sit ups and leg throws again! I was putting them off just in case I was pregnant, and I didn't want to hurt my stomach in any way. I know, I know, it's safe to do sit ups during the beginning n all, but I'm a hypochondriac and I still freaked out LOL. SO! I am done ranting and raving. I am going to get off here and do some sit ups. Maybe a few push ups, need to get my jelly arms back into shape! haha.
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