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OK here we go again. Just found out I have adult onset type 2 diabetes, and I am not very happy about this development. I now have to be on daily medication and have to test my blood sugar every day. I never thought I would be "that person" and here I am. I'm so mad at myself and have no one else to blame. This has been quite a wake up call for me, it all started cuz work sent out this health risk assessment and I wanted to be put on Adipex to get the weight loss started so I went to the doctor to discuss it and because it has alot of cardiac side effects i had to be cleared by the cardiologist first. New physician and no blood work in the chart one thing lead to another and here i am. All lab work came back abnormal except for the thyroid (woo hoo). So tomorrow I start the medication and testing blood sugar and watching what i eat and calories carbs and sugars. I don't want to do this but i have no choice. if this doesn't help i am going to seriously consider bariatic surgery after the first of the year. Surgery is my last resort, I'm not afraid of the surgery, I am afraid of going through all of that and going back to my old ways, and having problems to go along with it. Wish me luck, no support here at home and I am feeling pretty alone right now and feeling very sorry for myself. Lets see what tomorrow brings.
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