Diario de tendai, 06 sep. 09

ok here goes,

I have gained 5lbs a year consistently for 9years & that is now 45lbs. I woke up last week & realized I was 252lbs. I have always told myself 250lbs was my maximum weight & to realize I had passed it, sent me into such a depression & panic. I started to think to myself, I really need to change. I walk 5k everyday to no avail because i refuse to change what I put into my mouth.

Well, the time has come for some changes. I am now a proud Jenny Craig client. I have lost 4lbs in the first week. The food is amazing & believe it or not I am having a hard time finishing all my assigned foods for the day.

For the first time I feel in control of my life, and I am NEVER going to see the 250's again. That, is a promise. There is such a powerful woman inside of me, it's time the world gets to see her in all her glory. It's not about vanity, its time to save my life...

Bless you all.

T.