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Not doing great I uess at this point I should be happy I have lost any at all. My determination has been absolutely none. I am not proud of that but that is the facts so I guess I have to be honest. After all denial is what got me here to begin with...... So, all I have is to be honest with myself. I am disgusted looking at my body realizing that I created this mess of myself and I am the only one who can get me out so until I can do that then I will just have to deal with the chaos, of dieting or trying to change my lifestyle. Slowly changing my lifestyle but I need to be a whole lot more diligent or else like it says it will take me another 31 months to lose the weight that I have gained over the years. I have to say I am glad that I have lost since the beginning 60 lbs. 76 more pounds to go. Less is more in this case I am beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel now that I am under the 100 pound mark and so much closer to half way there!!!!! Yah!!!!! Let's just hope that it doesn't take me another 2 years to take the last 76 pounds off. People are just now telling me that my face is beginning to thin out and they are seeing a difference. That I have to say makes me feel good. I didn't know how long it would be before someone could see the difference especially me. The funny thing was the day that I first noticed the change is the day others finally started telling me the same thing.???? So I have to believe.
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