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Now, I'm not one to make excuses. But I think having to take your daughter to the hospital because of a 101 degree temp is a valid reason to not do a workout for a day or two? To prove it I restarted the Insanity yesterday. I'm doing it with my cousin so I'll be even more motivated, and I'm determined to stick with my diet.
Everyone keeps telling me, oh you've had a baby--you don't need to worry so much about taking the weight off. What they don't understand is that everytime I look in the mirror, I don't recognize who's standing there. I absolutely hate my body right now---and although I would never want to be in anyone else's, I want to fix the shit outta mine. When I was overweight like this before, I EVENTUALLY got to that weight, I wasn't just pregnant and then overweight. I'm not used to this body I'm in, so I can't help but get depressed when I see myself.
And this baby fat is so stubborn! I worked out for a whole month before Insanity, and didn't lose a single pound. Before? I could workout for 2 weeks and lose 5.
Point is, I know it's gonna take awhile. But people can't blame me for feeling the way I do.
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