Diario de Jennifer2010, 10 jun. 11

I am exhausted. I just finished my 1 hour and 20 min on my gazelle, I feel good but so ready for bed. Worked up a really good sweat. I stuck to my eating plan and I am so proud of myself. I think I am going to take tomorrow off from working out...my body feels like it needs a day off, and I really pushed myself to the max this week. Trying not to feel guilty, I know I am going to want to do something, but I think my muscles need a day of recovery, they were feeling a little hot/sore after my workout tonight, rather than just used. I want to avoid injury, and I think its recommended that you take a day of here and there anyways.

Crossing my fingers again for the weigh in on Sunday. I know I am building muscle, and per square inch muscle weighs more than fat. But I know what I weighed almost 3 years ago and it did not look anything like this. I am going to give those jeans another week, maybe even 2. I want them to fit nicely the next time I try them on.

While working out tonight I found myself reflecting on how much weight i gained in 3 years, and barely noticed, until I could not longer wear most of my clothes. It started to bring a thought down, but I jumped on it and reminded myself the last time I lost 40 lbs I was not eating enough, and it was not a healthy loss of 40 lbs, this time around my face has color, and I am not exhausted, I will not resort to killing myself with exercise and eating so little a day again. I will stick with what I am doing because this time it feels right.
My partner supports me in this, as long as I am doing this for myself, and not him. To be honest it is all for me. BUT if I feel good about how I look then I will have more confidence, and therefore be a better partner.


Ver Calendario de Dieta, 10 junio 2011:
2053 kcal Grasa: 80,72g | Prot: 147,14g | Carbh: 189,58g.   Desayuno: Superfruit Yogurt, Milk, Wheat Germ, Jillian Michaels Protein Powder. Almuerzo: V8, Fruit in Fruit Juice, Ketchup, Chicken Breast, Hamburger Bun. Cena: Plum Sauce Packet, French Fries, Chicken Fingers. Pasa Bocas / Otros: Jack Links . más...
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Comentarios 
Wow, you are right on target with where your thoughts need to be. You are dong such a great job, keep it up. And you have earned a day of rest, enjoy it! 
10 jun. 11 por el miembro: danawiesner
Excellent post! Remember this is not a sprint, it's a marathon. Enjoy your rest day! (I take Sundays off)  
11 jun. 11 por el miembro: nolechick
Brilliant. It is weird how we look back and think, how did I gain all that weight and not notice until..... xyz. The best part is that somehow, this time, your brain clicked. It's clicked into the most healthy and wonderful way of life. All we have to do is stay with it... :) Beautiful! It's just awesome to feel mentally healthy about weight loss. Everytime before this one for me.... it was always a diet, a form of punishment or of self loathing.... almost as If each day of the diet I was telling myself how disgusted I was with myself. This time... its positive. I love myself and am treating it right now. Healthy food. Fitness goals. Reasonable daily intake that I can maintain for the long haul. And reasonable goals and expectations. This time my "diet" is like giving myself a hug and a compliment everyday. It makes the world of difference. Don't slip back to a "diet"! You are doing great!!    
12 jun. 11 por el miembro: radiochick

     
 

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