Diario de Tallglassofwater, 25 mar. 09

I feel a binge coming on. I hope that by writing about it I can diffuse it and find myself still on track. Roomate is yet again going to try to take advantage of me. This time I'm putting my foot down. She needs to grow up and realize that tthe world does not revolve around her. She's going to school and to cut back she asked if she can not help with the phone bill as she was trying to save money. I let her. Then everytime she's left to go home (Belarus, which i'm sure the ticket isn't cheap) she leaves me hardly any notice of leaving which I wouldn't care, but she decides she's not paying rent while she's gone, yet her stuff is still here. I've put up with it until now. Last summer she left me the entire summer without paying rent. Noone was tipping at work as everyone was trying to keep gas in their cars. I couldn't really save much...then she comes back in September, doesn't want to find a job and leaves again in december till January for spring break, only giving me 6 days notice to come up with her side of the rent. In the middle of winter when I'm not working. I tell her when she comes back she owes 2 months rent. She claims she doesn't have money. I then lose my main job, not going back to my side job until april. She says oh don't worry I'll pay Marchs rent to keep you going, and then you can pay April. Alright fine. Well she gives me March's rent late, and only at half (so I had to cover the other half) and says oh maybe you should go down to the landlords and ask if they'll let you have a month rent free. I tell her no, I'm not doing that as I don't like to ask that. She leaves me a message this morning saying she might be moving out at the end of this month and she's not paying rent. It's the 25th. I should have booted her ass out long ago. I don't really hate anyone. But she's really pushed my last button.
Sorry this is angry. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

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1952 kcal

Grasa: 47,26g | Prot: 56,20g | Carbh: 338,29g.   Desayuno: ACT II, red potato, smart balance 37, wheat pancakes, Strawberries. Almuerzo: fiber one oats and chocolate, michelina's macaronie and cheese, Rainbow Sherbet, Campbell's caramelized onion. Cena: Campbell's soup at hand, michelina's creamy chicken, creme egg. más...