Diario de JMA312, 22 jun. 10

I haven't made a journal entry in quite a while. Things have been busy at work, when I get home I'm tired and don't really want to 'think' too much. Weekends are kind of a blur, between catching up on personal things, going to check on my parents (alzheimers & parkinsons), cooking & shopping for them, giving my cats and dog some attention and just crashing I really don't have much time for other things.
My weight is at a stall and I'm 'pissed'. I AM keeping true to my woe/wol, I exercise when I can, Probably not as much as I should, but at least I am moving. I just don't know. I'm really tired of it all right now. I know I won't give up. I have to get through this. It is just so hard to work so hard and not get there yet. This is actually a weight that my body would hover over before so maybe there is a 'memory' in my body that says 'ok lets stay here'? BUT I don't want to stay here. I'll keep on going but gee it is frustrating. I'm 56 and I really need to get this together and keep it together.