Diario de phsmalls, 05 oct. 12

This is not a happy update...its ho hum.

My date didn't happen. But it was purely because he was working and when he got off work he was exhausted. He did call and we talked for 45 minutesish and he kept saying "we can still do something, I am ok" but I told him to go home and relax. He just sent me a text and thanked me for being understanding and I said it was his freebie... he gets one ... and only one time to back out and he said he wouldn't have done it today but he can hardly move - which I understand he works outside all day long doing metal fab and cleaning train cars that come out of the salt mine or something like that - I know the cars area full of salt and stuff so its not an easy job and he put in a 12+hr day today and he is working again on monday.

I am a little bummed out but such is life - we are going to reschedule but it wont be for the next 2 weekends because I have my niece for Baton the next 2 weekends. I am trying to not negative self talk but it does make me feel a little bad... can't lie about it.

Oh well, I hope you all have a wonderful thanksgiving if you celebrate it and if not I hope you have a wonderful weekend!