Diario de phsmalls, 04 oct. 12

Ok... so I am less than 24 hours away from this date and I am ready to throw up all over the place... and then hide under the couch. Not kidding the inside me has tossed her cookies several times. Which is dumb, I know this guy, I know his mom, I know his dad, I know his sister ...There are very little surprises... he is a nice guy but I keep second guessing myself, and I really think its due to the shitty relationship I was in 5 years ago. I am really crappy at dating, and This sounds like I am whining but honestly I am sick to my stomach.

I hope you are all doing well, I have to step on the scale tomorrow morning so hopefully it shows as being down again. I like when I see new numbers even if they are just a little bit less. I don't have a lot to say work is stress full we have nothing but issues lately and my manager is making me his assistant manager so when he goes out to the other branches he doesn't have to worry... so basically I am taking his role in safety, quality, and what ever else he does (I really don't know all his rolls). It is busy busy busy that is for sure.