Diario de BDaniell, 11 dic. 18

“It's not how many times you get knocked down that counts, it's how many times you get back up.”
I would love to just delete my entire profile and make all the evidence go away but this will not hide my constant failures from myself. I have failed time after time stick to the basics in order to improve my own health. I’ve often tried to find excuses or reasons for my struggle with my weight but can’t blame my upbringing or anything external for my struggle. It’s purely my lack of commitment that stands in my way.
I have 2 daughters who have both been recently started to get teased and bullied because of their weight. I can only do so much by talking, hopefully by leading the way I they will follow and start to also live a healthier life. I have no delusions of ever being muscular or even having a 6-pack, I would just like to walk without wobbling and wiggling. Hopefully also set an example for my girls.
I’m not seeking sympathy but rather want to let other people struggling know that they aren’t the only ones. Hopefully in time to come I can look back and say I did it but for now I’m taking baby steps.
As for my weight… right now I have no idea, honestly I’m to sh*t scared to step onto a scale. Hopefully I will do it soon but I know it’s gone up.

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Kids don't learn from what their parents say, but they follow the footsteps of what parents do.  
17 dic. 18 por el miembro: Belinda Cowan
I have struggled with my weight since I was a teenager. I have done every diet there is and something I have learned is that commitment is only a very small part of healthy living and weight loss. The same goes for willpower. Choosing a lifestyle that I can maintain has worked for me in the past very successfully. The big problem with dieting and weight loss for me at least, is being hungry and always feeling like I am missing out or deprived. So the way I chose to go was low carb high fat. We eat the most delicious meals cooked in butter and cream. Bacon and eggs is a staple in my house. It works for me. I hardly ever get hungry. Sometimes I even forget to eat. Where in your life does a dieter "forget" to eat? I have no need for junk or snacks. My life did get a bit derailed this year. I was retrenched and my dad died which were both very traumatic and emotional experiences which sent me straight back to my old ways of emotional and binge eating and drinking. I picked up a ton, but I am back on track now. When I weigh 71.1 I will record a journal entry again. It's not far off. Christmas Lunch is going to be delicious, but, I will not allow the hols to derail me. Wishing you all the very best, and hoping that you will get yourself and your family on track with a plan you can all sustain.  
18 dic. 18 por el miembro: Jules559

     
 

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