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I've done this so many times, and I wish I could find a way to STICK TO IT! I have depression, I'm also not the healthy eater, meaning I'll eat everything that is not a fruit or vegetable. I work two jobs, one where I sit for just about 8 hours a day, and one where I stand for three hours and basically ring people up at the register, all the while complaining, about how much I hate that job.
While many people FIND me attractive, I dont FEEL attractive. I have an ass that attracts more attention than I do, and I need to GET RID OF IT! ASAP!!!
I have a gym membership, and have recently taken an interest in yoga and meditation as a way of de-stressing, doing the whole candles and incense while listening to soothing soundscapes on the TV. I cant say I follow any of it to a T, but whatever I'm doing, must be something right since my supervisor recently praised my good work and "changes" in recent weeks..... But that's only at work.
I want to look AND feel better about myself, I want to turn heads, I want to cross paths with my ex one day and hear him say DAMN!! and have the pleasure of FEELING that I've won, and he wont have me back regardless.
With that said, I need motivation, I need the push, I need the constant reminders of what I have waiting for me at the end of this tunnel. I find myself lacking in those areas. Only excited and motivated for a day or week, until it wears off, and im right back to doing all the things I should NOT be doing. Also doesnt help that my friend takes me out to eat alot as well!
So there it is in a... nutshell? Now I just want all your inputs and comments and remarks...
Go nuts! Happy dieting :)
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