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I can't believe I lost another pound! I haven't been very healthy lately either. I know it won't always be this way so I am trying to keep in control. My ugly thing went away! Yeah!!! I hope my hormones finaly get back to normal. I need to flush out these toxins from the pain killers I had to take. They can be addictive, but i know I need my body to be as clean as possible so we can try for a baby again. I am scared to try, so I'm not really trying, we're just not preventing. I hope I can keep my stress down if I find out I am pregnant again. As soon as I get a positive, I freak out. Change is hard for me. I always think things will be worse than they really are. I get that from my mom. I guess I have to learn to just take it how life gives it.
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